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Older me.. bigger and so much bigger responsibility.. responsibility to be better person and to act like an adult..

Lately.. God has been so good to me.. soo good that He gave me the biggest problem in my life, that i never ever even think about.. for what? for making me just like Him more.. wahahaa.. sounds good rite? but in fact, it didn’t feel good at all.. =’( lucky me.. God still luph me so He want to make my path straight just like He want it to.. hahaha.. ini benere atas permintaan doaku sih.. dulu aq pernah doa.. "Tuhan, paksakan kehendakMu dlm hidupku".. and so He did.. ^^ God has forced His way to me.. and it hurts a lot.. a really lot.. i never think that i have any capability 4 handling this kind of problem.. but in fact.. i already can pass it =) with good grade of course.. hahahaha.. A+.. =P

anyway, the main point is i want to thank some persons who have made a great deal in my life..

1. GOD for sure.. wahaha.. i mention YOU a lot already.. thank u so much 4 giving me trust and luph that i couldn’t even imagine.. thx 4 crying with me.. thx 4 promising me sweet things when i least expect it. hahaha..
2. Papa Mama 4 sure.. hahahah.. gile pengertian poll piro hari ini masio ga tau lek anak e lg ada masalah.. hehehehe.. parent’s feeling, never doubt it…
3. Papi Fedy.. sorry 4 bothering u at 3 o’clock in the morning.. wahahaha.. u have taught me soo much that helped me through this problem.. thanks 4 ur time n cares.. hahaha.. best papi ever.. =)
4. Fenny’e Ko Fed.. =) thx 4 ur cares.. thx 2 remind me ’bout ‘puasa’.. hahaha.. lek ga gt lupa fen.. thx buat jd pendengar keluhan2 ku.. hahaha.. thx buat ngertiin semua perasaanku.. emang cewek tok yg isa ngerti =)
5. DiM".. tacik Joyo yg mau menukarkan waktunya yg berharga u/ cari duit buat nemenin aq.. wahahaha.. thx 4 ur quick response.. buat perhatianne.. n buat tangan yg megangin aq pas udah keroso ga kuat..
6. MooK =).. my very2 best pren yg belain dateng jauh2 cuma gara2 kuatir ma emil.. hahaha.. maap tidak menelepon mu Mook.. takut ga kuat.. lek telp pasti nangis" ga karuan.. thx soale mau nangis bareng emil.. hahaha.. emang kita tuh tukang nangis ya mook.. luph u ^^
7. Li2 ^^.. my dear pren yg sayang soro ma emil.. hahaha.. for sure.. =) thx buat kata2 membangun.. thx buat tangan yg meluk pundak e emil pas crita.. it sure means a lot 4 me.. thx juga buat air mata’e.. hix2.. sedih loh lek inget2.. rasane aq banyak buat temenq nangis..
8. Ci2.. makasih ya tacik nogo nusantara.. hahhaha.. masio sek bingung n repot gara2 masalah "tinggal 14 hari pengumpulan skripsi".. sek mbelan2i dtg ke mall.. dengerin crita e emil n ngasih wisely advices..
9. DeSi.. my clumsy friend (bok nangis lg loh des).. hahahaha.. thx buat perhatianne.. straightly ask if u could call me, soon after u knew i have burdens in my life.. makasih ya say.. hahaha.. mbelani ke mall masio cik ‘P’ mari coret2 skripsi mu… hahaha..
10. Ko HiZ.. hahaha.. sek inget pas kita chat ko.. ko2 banyak soro dukung emil =) makasih banyak.. sering ganggu ko2 pas kerja buat crita".. sungkan sampean.. hahahaha.. makasih juga buat buku’e.. it will make changes 4 sure..
11. VicToR.. hahaha.. emil masih seperti emil yg dulu kok tor.. dun worry.. i’m tough u know?? hahahaha.. thx 4 worrying me so much.. thx juga buat doa"ne n kata2 ‘hix’ yg sering soro ada pas chat.. hahaha.. it assure me that u support me =) makasih..
12. RoBeRT n REnO.. makasih udah mau bantu doa masio waktu itu aq ga isa crita masalah’e.. u’re true family of mine.. makasih soro.. it means a lot 4 me.. thx udah meyakinkanku dg bilang "tenang mil, kita doain kok".. thx a lot..
13. Ko CharliE.. hahaha.. buat pertanyaan "mil, how r u?" hahaha.. bukan koko banget deh.. anyway, makasih soro ya.. pas ko2 bilang gt isa kudu nangis.. hahaha.. terharu poll soale arek2 perhatian soro..
14. Ko Andre.. lola poll.. loading lama.. hahahhaa.. abis telat banget sih mikir’e.. =P makasih ya ko.. masio mek chatting bentar.. ko2 dah ngasih aq kekuatan.. n makasih buat buku’e.. hahaha.. masio paroan ma ko hiz =P
15. CheRRy n AconG.. thx for trusting me soo much.. yg kalian bilang semua itu, masih blon isa aq liat di diriku.. hahaha.. thx juga buat chatting e selama bbrp hari ini.. thx udah nguatin aq dlm banyak hal.. pls pray 4 me.. really need it..
16. Last but not least.. makasih buat koko ku tersayang.. =) makasih buat ngajarin banyak hal buat non e.. i learnt soo much this time.. thx ya ko.. luph u with all my heart.. and it will never change no matter what happened in our life.. belajar bareng yuk.. belajar jd serupa dg Kristus =) makasih buat effort nya ko2.. i know it’s not easy 4 u.. non cuma pengen ngingetin sama mimpi2 yg pernah kita bangun sama2, waktu2 indah, janji2, perjuangan selama ini, my never ending luph 4 u, our commitment, n all we’ve through 2gether.. yuk gandengan tangan sama Tuhan, jalan bareng menuju mimpi =) ‘aGe’ means lasts 4 ever.. rite?

hahaha.. lega poll dah ngomong panjang lebar.. capek sampean.. tp bener2 ngerasa bersyukur loh.. teman2 dan saudara2 yg udah Tuhan kirim.. duh.. LUPH U ALL!! hahaha especially buat temen" wanita ku.. hahaha.. dim2, li2, mook, ci2, n desi.. gilee nangis bareng ndek wendys.. malu ya toh diliatin ai2 yg bawa anak cewek itu.. hahaha.. thx buat respon yg luar biasa pas tau ada temen’e lg kena masalah..

duh.. can’t explain how i thank u all.. see GOD in you..

4 conclusion.. emil udah naik kelas =) udah belajar sabar, belajar memaafkan, belajar setia, belajar bergantung sepenuhnya sama Tuhan, belajar mikir positif, n sedang dlm proses belajar untuk melupakan (kata’e alkitab kan mengampuni dan melupakan.. hehehe.. lagi belajar nih). ThX 2 All My Dear Prens.. Luph u all ^^